assalammualaikum .. i was a little bit moody lately .. i don't know why .. 

sejak beberapa hari ni sy selalu berfikir .. i'm a selfish ? 

to who ?? that's the question .. i don't have an answers but i guess that i'm a selfish person ..

 father .. yes .. ayah sy .. sy tak tahu kenapa tapi sy rasa sy dah bersikap pentingkan diri sendiri tanpa memikirkan keadaan ayah sy ... owh !! i'm such an useless daughter .. sometimes i little bit confused and didn't know how to differentiate between SACRIFICE and SELFISHNESS 

oke .. sacrifice means give up on something which we love and hold dear, which in our eyes have some value for us. sometimes we need to sacrifice something that are valuable for us and we love them so much such as we sacrifice money, time, energy, for someone that we love.

and what i understand about selfishness is something that we did that actually hurt somebody else means that lack of concern to someone feeling. sometimes we didn't realize that actually there is something that we done might bring us to this selfishness but sometimes we have to be selfish right ?

emm .. tu je sebenarnye sy pon xtaw ape la yg sy fikir .. kadang2 terasa diri ni sangat2 pentingkan diri sendiri .. tapi ape yg sy buat sy taw itu bukan pengorbanan .. siapa yg harus menilai pengorbanan yg kita lakukan ?? sy tak ada jawapan itu .. apa yg pasti i'm a SELFISH